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Alex-Ander:
I been taking rappers off the earth, like they got no gravity
Turning happy families into travesties
‘cause lately, I’ve been drowning in alcohol and selfishness
Still got that heavenly flow, acting devilish
I been digging deep to my roots
Ignite the flame and get a buzz, piss you off with the truth
I was left with a sparse piece of a care to give
So I wasted that energy on another act of carelessness
Dark mind shows inner demons
Prodigy or mockery? Probably somewhere in between them
Back against the world, killing everyone who stabbed it
Backtrack habits for the sake of being drastic
Fear normality, so I act insane
“But these are the cards you were dealt” fuck that, I’ll hack the game
Man I have restraint, but you just give the dog a bone
Day-to-day, same song, different tone
And life keeps falling off the edge with one hand gripped on
Stress just gave me one last breath for this song
And when you see me, I’m another average Joe
Then you get past my colour and hear me catch a flow
I got a filthy life, but I keep my flow immaculate
And it’s inaccurate when you say I’m passionate
I’m just a kid with dramatic reactions
Steady keeping mishaps always happening,
man I’m back again
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Shawn South:
Got it on the block, bust another shot
Fingers up on the block, screaming fuck a cop
Illest getting digits, yeah I’m selling cocaine
And everybody know Imma sell the whole thing
I don’t care what it is, I don’t care what it be
Catch you slipping homie, make your heart skip a fucking beat
Understand the concept that I bang straps
Bullets get to flying now looking like it’s Baghdad
Homie that’s Iraq, don’t even try that
You looking like a damn sellout, I don’t ever buy that
Like no way, everything is OK
Had a court case but I beat it like I’m OJ
Dunno, Imma let the gun go
You can catch a shoulder, leaning never talking Young Dro
Hustle all night, so you know your boy had a long day
That’s why my attitude’s like Kanye
Time is money, so you know I gotta go
You a fucking hater, I be screaming adios
Everyone know Shawn South so sick
On my block we ain’t ever deal with that bullshit
Like no way, get back, gun gon’ click clack
Hollow tips to your head, put your fucking wig back
Better know, homie Imma really dump it
Gunshots make your body swole like a dumpling
Thoughts just trifling, get close knife ‘em
That girl you walk with, I will never wife her
Shawn South just killed the cypher
Yeah, just killed the cypher
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2. |
I Can Feel It
02:56
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[Chorus/Hook]
Cannot see
Doesn’t mean
I don’t believe
Tell you I can feel it (x3)
[Verse 1]
Yeah, I can really feel it
I know a lotta people look passed 'cause I write about real shit
But let me take a minute and focus on my dream
Not the daily threats about living broken, on the street
And that’s how I was living
Some of the mistakes I made are still sitting with me unforgiven
To make it through this pain is all that I’m wishing
And then later, have you give a flying fuck about what I’ve written
But, nothing’s guaranteed
Except your grave in the ground, buried, six feet deep
But all you take my dream, and just play pass around
While I’m pacing around this life, staring at the ground
I’m gonna make it in this life, though
Burn every wrong person down, who hates me ‘cause I’m right, 'bout
Me going a lot further than they ever can
I know for a fact that I’ll grow up to be a better man
[Chorus/Hook]
Cannot see
Doesn’t mean
I don’t believe
Tell you I can feel it (x2)
[Verse 2]
I’m just tryna make it as myself
Don’t wanna fuck around and act like someone else
Been thinking that way since the beginning of time
You can go and do your own thing while I do mine
That’s how I was taught, that and to never give a fuck
If you wanna think otherwise, better give it up
Learned fast to learn fast, at the drop of a dime
Don’t trust, even if it crosses your mind
It’ll come back to haunt you, and they won’t care to
Help you up ‘cause they already scared you
Away, and now it’s up to you to fight
Put that face on like, no one’s gonna fuck with me tonight
I’m just trying float on, and live from my mistakes
Put my hand out to ones in the same place
Not perfect, but not complete opposite to me
Not crazy, contrary to popular belief,
fuck that
[Chorus/Hook]
Cannot see
Doesn’t mean
I don’t believe
Tell you I can feel it (x2)
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[Chorus/Hook] - Sampled from "Wandering Stranger" by Lionel Richie
I'm a wandering stranger
Lost all alone
I am a million miles away
I know you're waiting for me
To come home again
But I'm searching for an answer
Please try to understand
[Verse 1]
I wish I could say "no worries, I got you man" or "I got you fam"
But doubt creeps beneath every pen that's reached my hand
Battle wounds re-cut themselves when there's darkness in sight
I'm not the only one who’s heartless in life.
I'm not ashamed to say what I am or feel what I feel
Sometimes I wanna laugh, sometimes I squeel
Sometimes I wanna take out every knife from my back
And slash and attack every bully that's ever come down my path
And if they laugh, I'll catch a body in a flash
Splash, bang, hang a body in the rafts
Send them off to where they made me feel I was in
They couldn't take how it feels and how I'm still here with a grin
I've suppressed a lot of memories, and I've use some others
People don't get that tragedy can be used after you suffer
Make it into a lesson, and eventually a man
Fuck it, why would I think anybody understands?
[Chorus/Hook] - Sampled from "Wandering Stranger" by Lionel Richie
I'm a wandering stranger
Lost all alone
I am a million miles away
I know you're waiting for me
To come home again
But I'm searching for an answer
Please try to understand
[Verse 2]
Fucking people gotta beef, fucking people gotta talk
I can't be the only who feels like the world's got a job
To feel like the world's against you, bad things tempt you
There's no rescuing what you're into
Man I look like I don't feel pain, like I'm well contained
In my brain I see red like there's bloody rain
In my own body I don't feel safe
But I feel the urge to escape what’s been haunting my faith
Jagged edges are the corners of every road through my journey
The door to life closed at 10, it's 12:30
Do I get another chance? Or do I float on aimlessly
Live more patiently? Or carry on painless, see-
I'm always conflicted with my contrasting perspectives
I'm just passionate about what I say with aggression
I've been a fool and I've been fooled to give a chance-
To many people who lied when they said they understand...
[Chorus/Hook] - Sampled from "Wandering Stranger" by Lionel Richie
I'm a wandering stranger
Lost all alone
I am a million miles away
I know you're waiting for me
To come home again
But I'm searching for an answer
Please try to understand
[Verse 3]
Man I've been the joker, man I've been loner
Smoke weed to fall asleep, so fuck it, call me a stoner
I know how the earth spins, we're all just one person
Every generation takes a shot at life to learn shit
In my time, I've learned that dogs will bark
People will try to ruin your life until theirs fall apart
If you took a shot in the dark, at least you shot the dark
Some people just can't shine if they don't got the spark
The flame won't grow but it'll will burn
Down the road get the appreciation that you deserve
Hard work's gotta pay off, I didn't get laid off
I've been hauling ass every minute that my brain's on
I'm not grown, but I've been growing nonstop
The "easy route" was never a thing I got taught
I take the back alleys to learn what I can
Do it by myself, I need to, 'cause no one ever understands...
[Chorus/Hook] - Sampled from "Wandering Stranger" by Lionel Richie
I'm a wandering stranger
Lost all alone
I am a million miles away
I know you're waiting for me
To come home again
But I'm searching for an answer
Please try to understand
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[Verse 1] - Alex-Ander
I wanna do drugs, I wanna get away
I wanna tell myself that everything will be okay
I want some sleeping pills, some psychotropics
I don’t wanna live knowing life is hopeless
What’s hopeless is the hope that I’m hoping for
Burn a couple bridges, and then lead me to another broken door
So I’m trapped, no way to escape
Fuck it, I lost, I played to betray
And now, here I lay, I’m just drowning in the brink of death
Feel the brain cells dying so I’m thinking less
All I can concentrate on is all the percocet
Down a dozen more, I can’t feel them working yet
It’s crazy what thoughts of suicide will do
I can’t live when my life is something that I’m dying through
The strongest medication can't get me to rest
But this bullet can with a few knives in my chest
[Chorus/Hook] - Alex-Ander
What happens when you can’t breathe anymore fresh air?
Do you deal with the toxins and act like you don’t care?
Who learns? Who wins?
‘cause I’ve been wondering the same damn thing (x2)
[Verse 2] - Basick Musick
I'm drowning under the water, why bother with tryna breathe again?
‘Cause nothing but demons seem to be seeping in
Inside of my heart, I’m fallin’ apart, ’n its hard to keep in check
Fatherin’ a daughter that I’m afraid to see again
‘Cause I never had the proper father figure to base it on
All of my life, I was raised by the greatest mom
’n I appreciate the hand I was given to fail
Insistent to bail, but I’m livin’ still hitting’ the rails
I’m trying’ hard to get over my fears, and i feel like the devil is near;
‘Cause hell is here
And he’s plotting and planning, to take away all my sanity
He’s blocking out the sun, while depression’s hittin’ me manically
I’m practically within the noose of my life, ’n I seem to be losing the fight
It’s like I’m choking, ’n hoping nobody cuts the rope
Just let me go, to this better home, ‘n I’ll let you know
You know?
[Chorus/Hook] - Alex-Ander & Basick Musick
What happens when you can’t breathe anymore fresh air?
Do you deal with the toxins and act like you don’t care?
Who learns? Who wins?
‘cause I’ve been wondering the same damn thing (x2)
[Verse 3] - Alex-Ander
I wanna live, I don’t wanna die
If there’s a promise that everything will be all right
You live a short period, then it’s gone fast
Painting the picture, adding a touch of contrast
So what's the point of dealing with shit so often
When everybody forgets once you hit the coffin?
Slow down, take a while
Love life, fake a smile
But only when I frown, I’m close to loving life
Fuck life, too keen on tragedy, man I don’t know what’s right
Like damn, am I serving yet?
Or is everybody gonna keep spitting me onto their serviette?
You can’t say I’m crazy when you don’t know half of it
Lyrics on a track can’t begin to tell what’s happening
I’m just tryna let it go, though I may never know
If it gets better later, or if it’s forever, so
[Chorus/Hook] - Alex-Ander & Basick Musick
What happens when you can’t breathe anymore fresh air?
Do you deal with the toxins and act like you don’t care?
Who learns? Who wins?
‘cause I’ve been wondering the same damn thing (x2)
What happens when you can’t breathe anymore fresh air?
Who learns? Who wins?
Do you deal with the toxins and act like you don’t care?
‘cause I’ve been wondering the same damn thing
What happens when you can’t breathe anymore fresh air?
Do you deal with the toxins and act like you don’t care?
Who learns? Who wins?
‘cause I’ve been wondering the same damn thing
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Beautiful (Remix)
01:57
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[Intro]
Lately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me, like I'm reaching out for you?
[Verse]
I’m just so fucking upset, I just can’t seem to let shit go
I got a lotta things on my brain that I can’t maintain, here some things you better know
Like I don’t give a fuck, I don’t give a damn, never had anybody take my hand
To guide me through these thoughts, I know there’s a lot but when will you understand
That I wanna be normal, I wanna be a good kid, I wanna move on with my life
But I can’t when that negativity keeps pushing me back into the past life time
Is it the trauma building up, or is the lack of serotonin?
That I will never have, remember that, man I don’t even know where I’m going
So I don’t know either why the fuck I’m still screaming at this microphone
It’s just a relief for a little bit then I’m right back into the same old psycho zone
Same old drugs, same old song and dance, and no one knows what it’s like
To be afraid of every step you take ‘cause I don’t see shit all black and white
[Chorus/Hook] - Eminem
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful, oh
They can all get fucked
Just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
Oh, they can all get fucked
Just stay true to you, so
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Take a Chance
02:09
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[Verse 1]
When I was younger, I had no motive to reach for
I was playing sports and rolling on a skateboard
Wasn’t good at much, I could shoot a nice shot
But not well enough to land some money in my pock-et
Left distraught with, no way to get paid
Options running out, I never got good grades
Picked up some pencils and I tried to draw
I could draw some anime and a pretty cool skull
But it wasn’t for me, it didn’t feel right
Being me, I wasn’t going down without a fight
Running out of time, I didn’t know what to do with life
Then I put the pen to page and I started to write
like uhh
[Chorus/Hook]
1, 2, 3, baby, 3, 2, 1
Heading North, don’t mean to j-j-jump the gun
3, 2, 1, homie, 1, 2, 3
Mic check, nothing else steps in front of me
And I been running for a few minutes
I been nothing for a few minutes
So crunch time, I gotta take a chance
Make it right, and have the crowds waving their hands
[Verse 2]
Now people listen when I rip this, going ballistic
Young man, but I know how to handle my business
Got enemies now, now worshiping my tracks
I’m content, no not perfectly intact
But I will never be, hey, I’m cool with that though
As long as I’m not still falling in that black hole
At home, I wanna see plaques on the wall
Yeah, no matter which way my back’s to the wall
This is for me, it just feels right
Rocky roads ahead, you know I’m ready to fight
Always gotta work, this is all I got in life
Just keep my head up and never think twice to write
like ayy
[Chorus/Hook]
1, 2, 3, baby, 3, 2, 1
Heading North, don’t mean to j-j-jump the gun
3, 2, 1, homie, 1, 2, 3
Mic check, nothing else steps in front of me
And I been running for a few minutes
I been nothing for a few minutes
So it’s crunch time, I gotta take a chance
Make it right, and have the crowds waving their hands
1, 2, 3, baby, 3, 2, 1
Heading North, don’t mean to j-j-jump the gun
3, 2, 1, homie, 1, 2, 3
Mic check, nothing else steps in front of me, and...
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