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My Unchained Heart
03:26
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[Verse 1]
Here's my heart, just tear it out more than you have
There goes my blood, hide it till it's a only a scab
What's that? Oh, figures, more fading trust
Where's that blade? I've been craving cuts
It rips, it burns, and it feels so right
Words slip, stomach turns, and I'm alone at night
I've made mistakes, you've had your wrongs as well
If I didn't care, then why would I make these songs I tell?
I know you don't hate me, but you've been brainwashed
By someone who has no idea and insane thoughts
To tear us apart, still wonder why there's jealousy?
I thought we had something, so don't you start tellin' me
That I'll be okay, I'll find someone, I'll be fine
Because we both know I won't somewhere in our minds
Forget it, there's a lot to say, but I can't word it
But I hope you'll find someone better; you deserve it
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[Verse 2]
Keep my soul, I sold it to you, remember?
In the year of 2011 in December
You can have it, though, along with my sweater
Cry over it, like you said you did in November
I honestly never meant to hurt you in anyway
And I'll have you know that I've been thinking of you everyday
And I probably will the rest of my moments
I thought we were a team, turns out we were just opponents
And some things you said broke my heart
I never thought you'd say those things at the very start
When we were happy, and thought that we wouldn't depart
But I thank you for the inspiration to make this art
And memories; they're in my head constantly
Every time I said that I loved you, I said it honestly
Forget it, I know that you'll find someone perfect
And you'll love him more than me, you deserve it
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[Verse 1]
Look, I'm sorry, even though it doesn't cut it
Don't ever forget about the pain 'cause we both loved it
We'd tear apart each other's limbs to sew them back together
To kiss the open wounds to make them all feel better
The way we loved each other, it wasn't even healthy
The chaos made us happy and you couldn't live without me
And I couldn't live without you, I'm holding in the stress
Eventually the bottle will pop and I will be depressed
And I'm still sorry for all that I put you through
I know you're still walking in those wooden shoes
You're uncomfortable and negative surrounds you
You want to be happy but it's like you don't know how to
I miss you so much with every inch of my skin
I wish we could be happy and this wouldn't happen again
If I could just have my arms around your hips for one more minute
I'd take my life away 'cause I'd be happy when it's finished
But I know that'll never happen again 'cause you're gone
I'll still cherish the moments we had when the summer was on
I haven't had a talk with you in a while; it's been too long
But I'll love you forever and you're the one who made this song
[Chorus/Hook]
My apologies, for everything that I've done
My apologies, that I couldn't be the one
My apologies, I feel like such a loser
And believe me, I wish I could've been in your future (x2)
[Verse 2]
Without you, it's been so hard to focus
There was something with you, but now I've turned hopeless
I miss the times when I was upset and you would notice
We loved the moments when Cupid would always choke us
Remember when I tried to kiss you and you turned your head away?
I'll always remember that moment like it was yesterday
Some crazy things happened in the summer; we feared lots
But we were always there to catch each other's tear drops
You and I, we've been through hell and back
Met Satan to spit on him and just to tell him that
We're going back to earth, and we're holding hands along the way
And we're listening to every love song we've played
All I've been feeling now is stress, pain, and sadness
Without you there's a place in me with just all madness
It's hard to even know what's actually going on
But I'll you forever and you're the one who made this song
[Chorus/Hook]
My apologies, for everything that I've done
My apologies, that I couldn't be the one
My apologies, I feel like such a loser
And believe me, I wish I could've been in your future (x2)
[Verse 3]
Really though, I miss you more than words can say
I'm still waiting upon that one and only perfect day
To approach you, grip your body so tight
Will it ever happen, though? 'Cause everything's gotta' be right
Maybe I'm being too hopeful, or maybe even silly
Maybe I was living to love you, so you may as well kill me
There was pain, frustration, and a lot of doubt, too
But I won't let you think that I'll ever forget about you
I've hurt you for some of my life, I'll be missing you the rest
I'm sorry, it doesn't cut it, but I'm wishing you the best
You been with me at the good, help me through the wrong
So I'll love you forever and you're the one who made this song
[Chorus/Hook]
My apologies, for everything that I've done
My apologies, that I couldn't be the one
My apologies, I feel like such a loser
And believe me, I wish I could've been in your future (x2)
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Mile Marker
02:19
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[Chorus/Hook]: Amy Seeler
If you stole from me
I'd blame myself
I have too long, didn't I
It's no mystery
[Verse]: Alex-Ander
Now I don't even care that you stole my heart
'Cause you already did and it broke apart
('Cause you already did and it broke apart)
It's hard to know what you did to me, or to know that you could be listening
Because I'll be sure hear about it; you'll be so damn in prisoning
Knowing you, this would probably jump start your lame ass sense of humour
You love that I've become such a loser with no way that I'll be in your future
So I guess I'll just be forever alone, like I always have been technically
And when things don't work out with a guy, don't even think to message me
Because this is just as much as your fault as it mine
And there's no possible way that you and I could go way back in time
To erase every single stupid thing that we did to each other
I guess I'm just gonna have to move on and find a completely different lover
'Cause you probably already did, I guess you just that kind of girl
To forget about someone who tried to give you the entire world
I'm only writing one gets to this 'cause that's all I can really write now
I guess I'll just move on from this and the tears I'll try to wipe down and...
[Chorus/Hook]: Amy Seeler
If you stole from me
I'd blame myself
I have too long, didn't I
It's no mystery
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If I Only Knew
02:58
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[Verse 1]
I can't stand you, why do you do this?
You do it like it's your job to make me look stupid
That's what you do every time I'm near you
Is it because when I'm around you fear, too?
'Cause that's what I am, in a way I'm afraid
I'm scared that you'll use you and your fucking ways
To embarrass me, and make your friends start laughing
Do you think it's cool to always let this happen?
Is it fun to listen to these songs that you bitch about later?
Is it funny that I'll cut myself with this piece of paper?
Do you enjoy it when you're the reason I'm pissed?
Does it make you feel strong that I can't build this bridge?
To get over you and finally start moving on
'Cause every time I say I can, you try to prove me wrong You say that I'm a douche bag, eh?
That's alright, I just can't believe I loved you in those stupid ways
[Chorus/Hook]
It would've been easy to get over you
If I only knew what you'd do
And it's getting really hard to move when I know the truth
But I don't even think you can repay my days
And now I really hated all the times I've stayed
But I'll pray, that saved
From all the things that you say
[Verse 2]
Verse 2, why do I always have to do this?
Writing these songs that in the end are useless Because I stay at point A from A
I don't know why I waste thoughts on you everyday
So tell me, when will you stop haunting me?
Or let me know why is this way that it's gotta' be?
Why do I ask myself if you actually wanted me?
Why did I ask people all the time what you thought of me?
Fuck this, I’m screaming, I’m pissed
Who was there, always believing your shit?
It was me, now I’m gone, leaving this shit
I swear you’re possessed by a demon, you bitch
And next time you overreact and say you cut yourself Don’t cry to me, go be dramatic to someone else
So ask yourself why all this had to fall apart
When we apparently loved each other with all our hearts
[Chorus/Hook]
It would've been easy to get over you
If I only knew what you'd do
And it's getting really hard to move when I know the truth
But I don't even think you can repay my days
And now I really hated all the times I've stayed
But I'll pray, that saved
From all the things that you say
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