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Adolescence Heartbreak EP

by Alex-Ander

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[Verse 1] Here's my heart, just tear it out more than you have There goes my blood, hide it till it's a only a scab What's that? Oh, figures, more fading trust Where's that blade? I've been craving cuts It rips, it burns, and it feels so right Words slip, stomach turns, and I'm alone at night I've made mistakes, you've had your wrongs as well If I didn't care, then why would I make these songs I tell? I know you don't hate me, but you've been brainwashed By someone who has no idea and insane thoughts To tear us apart, still wonder why there's jealousy? I thought we had something, so don't you start tellin' me That I'll be okay, I'll find someone, I'll be fine Because we both know I won't somewhere in our minds Forget it, there's a lot to say, but I can't word it But I hope you'll find someone better; you deserve it --------------------------------------------------------------------------- [Verse 2] Keep my soul, I sold it to you, remember? In the year of 2011 in December You can have it, though, along with my sweater Cry over it, like you said you did in November I honestly never meant to hurt you in anyway And I'll have you know that I've been thinking of you everyday And I probably will the rest of my moments I thought we were a team, turns out we were just opponents And some things you said broke my heart I never thought you'd say those things at the very start When we were happy, and thought that we wouldn't depart But I thank you for the inspiration to make this art And memories; they're in my head constantly Every time I said that I loved you, I said it honestly Forget it, I know that you'll find someone perfect And you'll love him more than me, you deserve it
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[Verse 1] Look, I'm sorry, even though it doesn't cut it Don't ever forget about the pain 'cause we both loved it We'd tear apart each other's limbs to sew them back together To kiss the open wounds to make them all feel better The way we loved each other, it wasn't even healthy The chaos made us happy and you couldn't live without me And I couldn't live without you, I'm holding in the stress Eventually the bottle will pop and I will be depressed And I'm still sorry for all that I put you through I know you're still walking in those wooden shoes You're uncomfortable and negative surrounds you You want to be happy but it's like you don't know how to I miss you so much with every inch of my skin I wish we could be happy and this wouldn't happen again If I could just have my arms around your hips for one more minute I'd take my life away 'cause I'd be happy when it's finished But I know that'll never happen again 'cause you're gone I'll still cherish the moments we had when the summer was on I haven't had a talk with you in a while; it's been too long But I'll love you forever and you're the one who made this song [Chorus/Hook] My apologies, for everything that I've done My apologies, that I couldn't be the one My apologies, I feel like such a loser And believe me, I wish I could've been in your future (x2) [Verse 2] Without you, it's been so hard to focus There was something with you, but now I've turned hopeless I miss the times when I was upset and you would notice We loved the moments when Cupid would always choke us Remember when I tried to kiss you and you turned your head away? I'll always remember that moment like it was yesterday Some crazy things happened in the summer; we feared lots But we were always there to catch each other's tear drops You and I, we've been through hell and back Met Satan to spit on him and just to tell him that We're going back to earth, and we're holding hands along the way And we're listening to every love song we've played All I've been feeling now is stress, pain, and sadness Without you there's a place in me with just all madness It's hard to even know what's actually going on But I'll you forever and you're the one who made this song [Chorus/Hook] My apologies, for everything that I've done My apologies, that I couldn't be the one My apologies, I feel like such a loser And believe me, I wish I could've been in your future (x2) [Verse 3] Really though, I miss you more than words can say I'm still waiting upon that one and only perfect day To approach you, grip your body so tight Will it ever happen, though? 'Cause everything's gotta' be right Maybe I'm being too hopeful, or maybe even silly Maybe I was living to love you, so you may as well kill me There was pain, frustration, and a lot of doubt, too But I won't let you think that I'll ever forget about you I've hurt you for some of my life, I'll be missing you the rest I'm sorry, it doesn't cut it, but I'm wishing you the best You been with me at the good, help me through the wrong So I'll love you forever and you're the one who made this song [Chorus/Hook] My apologies, for everything that I've done My apologies, that I couldn't be the one My apologies, I feel like such a loser And believe me, I wish I could've been in your future (x2)
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[Chorus/Hook]: Amy Seeler If you stole from me I'd blame myself I have too long, didn't I It's no mystery [Verse]: Alex-Ander Now I don't even care that you stole my heart 'Cause you already did and it broke apart ('Cause you already did and it broke apart) It's hard to know what you did to me, or to know that you could be listening Because I'll be sure hear about it; you'll be so damn in prisoning Knowing you, this would probably jump start your lame ass sense of humour You love that I've become such a loser with no way that I'll be in your future So I guess I'll just be forever alone, like I always have been technically And when things don't work out with a guy, don't even think to message me Because this is just as much as your fault as it mine And there's no possible way that you and I could go way back in time To erase every single stupid thing that we did to each other I guess I'm just gonna have to move on and find a completely different lover 'Cause you probably already did, I guess you just that kind of girl To forget about someone who tried to give you the entire world I'm only writing one gets to this 'cause that's all I can really write now I guess I'll just move on from this and the tears I'll try to wipe down and... [Chorus/Hook]: Amy Seeler If you stole from me I'd blame myself I have too long, didn't I It's no mystery
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[Verse 1] I can't stand you, why do you do this? You do it like it's your job to make me look stupid That's what you do every time I'm near you Is it because when I'm around you fear, too? 'Cause that's what I am, in a way I'm afraid I'm scared that you'll use you and your fucking ways To embarrass me, and make your friends start laughing Do you think it's cool to always let this happen? Is it fun to listen to these songs that you bitch about later? Is it funny that I'll cut myself with this piece of paper? Do you enjoy it when you're the reason I'm pissed? Does it make you feel strong that I can't build this bridge? To get over you and finally start moving on 'Cause every time I say I can, you try to prove me wrong You say that I'm a douche bag, eh? That's alright, I just can't believe I loved you in those stupid ways [Chorus/Hook] It would've been easy to get over you If I only knew what you'd do And it's getting really hard to move when I know the truth But I don't even think you can repay my days And now I really hated all the times I've stayed But I'll pray, that saved From all the things that you say [Verse 2] Verse 2, why do I always have to do this? Writing these songs that in the end are useless Because I stay at point A from A I don't know why I waste thoughts on you everyday So tell me, when will you stop haunting me? Or let me know why is this way that it's gotta' be? Why do I ask myself if you actually wanted me? Why did I ask people all the time what you thought of me? Fuck this, I’m screaming, I’m pissed Who was there, always believing your shit? It was me, now I’m gone, leaving this shit I swear you’re possessed by a demon, you bitch And next time you overreact and say you cut yourself Don’t cry to me, go be dramatic to someone else So ask yourself why all this had to fall apart When we apparently loved each other with all our hearts [Chorus/Hook] It would've been easy to get over you If I only knew what you'd do And it's getting really hard to move when I know the truth But I don't even think you can repay my days And now I really hated all the times I've stayed But I'll pray, that saved From all the things that you say

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released April 3, 2013

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